Rain

It's still raining and I need sunshine! The acupuncture is helping with depression, but the rain is battling it. I'm supposed to get a job offer today or tomorrow for the job I don't want but need. There is nothing worse than doing something you hate everyday because you have too. I wish my writing would explode so I could write for a living and not have to work in construction anymore. Hell, while I'm wishing I might as well wish my wife loved sex and I won the lottery. As they say- "If wishes were nickels we would all be rich".

Drinking is getting easier, not really focusing on it too much. I actually feel kinda healthy for the first time. I guess my liver qi is rolling along in a positive way.