I've been behind the desk all morning working on the 2nd draft of my book. By the way I write on here you would think my writing skills stink. But, this is my outlet where I don't have to worry about passive voice, adverbs, etc. So deal with it.
Feeling a little better today. I have smoked a lot this morning. I use cigarettes as a thinking time when I'm stuck on a word or phrase. 2nd drafts I smoke a lot. I've been really worried about the economy today. WTF! It's crazy out there. My paying business was construction before the recession. Now it's not. The boredom of not putting in 60 hour work weeks is driving me crazy. Before I quit drinking at least I had a buzz (not that it was helpful). Now I'm sober and rumminating to much.
I feel like there is a war going on in my head. The battle between good and evil. Smile, Drink, Get Pissed, Be Thankful for what you have, Drink, Enjoy your time off and be creative, Get high, spend time with your family, watch some porn on the internet. It's driving me insane. I hope good wins.
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