Anniversay

Yesterday was my 3 month anniversary of sobriety. Strange as it was, I seemed depressed all day and then had back issues all night. You wuld think since I made it 3 months it would be a great day; but it wasn't. I couldn't get focused on any particular path, think positive thoughts, or feel excited about anything. Maybe I just need to think happy thoughts... go to my happy place... feel my qi flow from goodness. BLAH, BLAH, BLAH. I know what I need- a job I enjoy (still unemployed. I've paid my dues.), intimacy with my wife, and to win the lottery. Shhh, did you hear that? I think hell just froze over.